Friendship or an emotional affair?

2021.09.20 07:29 nicklearse81 Friendship or an emotional affair?

My apologies for the length.
My wife and I have been together for 13 years and married for 9. Have 2 great kids, 7 and 3 and saving up for our first house instead of renting.
I'm a school caretaker and my wife is a teaching assistant, but acting has always been something she loved growing up and wanted to get back into.
I'm pretty much the caretaker at home too. I cook, clean, laundry make the lunches for the kids etc. The wife says I'm her live in carer.
During the first lockdown, she managed to find an online group who paired up actors with writers to do fortnightly monologues. I've gotta say, she was amazing. Helped out when she asked, but mostly did it by herself and loved seeing her finished results.
After 3 months the group had done all of the videos and said their farewells. This is when we both agreed that this was her love and we should try to make the acting work, along side her current job so we still had a steady income coming in, until she was able to make it a full time career.
With my wife loving her reading of romance, vampires etc, it was like a sign from the gods when she saw a casting for a play which was a LGBT vampire play.
We talked it through and I said what I would and would not be comfortable with, as this would have been her first live acting role (kissing etc)
She sent off her audition and then had the call. She had got a part, one of the main characters from the original story, but as a smaller part in this version.
She had a few online sessions with the cast members and then the weekend rehearsals started. Friday night, all day Saturday and Sunday.
This is when the feeling in my gut hit me and I started to notice things that weren't normal in our relationship.
My wife is constantly on her phone, Reddit, Facebook, Instagram etc...But now, the WhatsApp messaging started to go into overdrive. Constantly checking whether she had a message from the lady putting on the play, who happens to be lesbian, although married also. But my wife was now sending messages all throughout the day, everyday.
The week of the play came and it was like I was a single Dad. She was out early, back late, but I knew that she had said that they were only supposed to have been there 2 hours before the performances. With the play starting at 8pm, leaving at 11-12, I thought was a bit excessive for a 1 hour drive to get there.
For someone who had been constantly on her phone, it had changed to never on her phone, unless she was driving to and from the play or even before she left and when she arrived back home. From the time she left the house, I and the children got nothing.
It came to a bit of a head when I challenged her and asked about why she was texting and driving. Why she wasn't sending anything to the kids and that I was feeling like this play meant more to her than we did.
She got massively defensive and said that this wasn't true and that she was doing this for a better life for us. We had decided on this together, and I wanted to make her happy. Happy wife, happy life right?
Flash forward 3 weeks, the play has finished but the messages have not. Messages are being sent from first thing in the morning when she wakes up til just before she goes to sleep. I had another go, stupidly, saying you're constantly on your phone and the reply I got was that 'I can't have friends now!' 'She gets me' and 'I can be myself with her'. Which I've gotta say for nearly a ten year marriage hurt to hear. I've unfortunately seen messages while we've been on the sofa together, talking about the chats we've had.
It seem like this woman knows everything about what is going on in our life, and gets to know what's happening with my wife before I do.
My wife even got her a very personal present for letting her be in her first play, which was based on something that they had had a conversation about one of the days she had been there early. Nothing sexual, but very deep in meaning.
Its now got the the point where she is checking her Whatsapp at work in the toilets. Which I know she is not checking for me or family, as I or they wouldn't text her while we knew she was at work and not on a lunch break.
She now has her phone on silent at home, but I know that she goes into Whatsapp everytime I leave the room or she does, as I've seen the time stamps. And yes, I am trying my hardest not to be spying on her, but I just don't know what to do.
Everything just seems to be centered around this new friendship.
I've tried talking and that just hasn't worked.
Any advice would be really appreciated, I don't know whether to just leave it, or try and say something again? I love her so much and I don't want to leave her, but don't know where to go from here.
Thanks for reading and hope someone could give me some good advice.
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